Girl Friends and beond...

So I made a decision today. I am going to tell her that I need her to commit to me. She still talks about moving to Origon, even after we discussed that I would not go at this point in my life. So I am going to ask that if I am not important enough to stay here for then we need to be done now, and not when something comes up. This is going to hurt because I know that she is not going to choose me. Much crying to be added to my break down last night, and the one this morning. I still hope that I mean enough to her for her to want to stay, but we'll see. wish me luck...